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						Surely it would be blasphemy to suggest that the 
						strongest suit in Sam Shepard’s fecund, polymath deck is 
						his prose. His plays have won him the Pulitzer (“Buried 
						Child”). His acting has garnered an Oscar nomination 
						(The Right Stuff). His direction on stage and screen is 
						highly respected, or better. But it is the 
						stories—seemingly attended to by readers only faintly, 
						as a side project or stepchild—where we find the purest 
						expression of the great writer’s mythos, yearnings and 
						toil.  
						
						   
						His latest entry into this canon, “Day Out of Days,” 
						continues the turbulent cross-country scribbling pattern 
						of flight described by a Shepard-ish (male, actor, 60s) 
						character as he flees to and from his lover, pursues and 
						recoils from his childhood home, attacks and then 
						retreats from the many tent-poles of American 
						manhood—freedom, risk, independence, adventure, success 
						and fatherhood. Composed of a series of jottings, poems, 
						incantations and meditations, some no longer than a few 
						lines, the book feels like a magical mixtape of little 
						hymns dreamt by the recurring hero of Shepard’s oeuvre 
						including “Great Dream of Heaven,” “Cruising Paradise,” 
						and “Motel Chronicles.” When he was interviewed during 
						the production of his play, “The Late Henry Moss,” for 
						the movie This So-Called Disaster, Shepard was asked 
						what career path, other than his own, he would rather 
						have chosen, he answered immediately, without a moment’s 
						pause, “Musician.” So perhaps it is natural that the 
						drummer and guitarist who has said he conceives of his 
						plays the way a musician does a song, would have found 
						such an arrangement of ballads. 
						 
						But trapped within the amber-resin tone of these stories 
						is all the thrashing of a knife fight. The deeply 
						conflicted narrator of “Costello,” who, like Shepard, 
						grew up in a dusty farm town just East of LA, returns to 
						the now unrecognizable ‘burb (to find himself, 
						presumably) only to deny his identity to a high-school 
						chum who recognizes him from his movies. The former 
						classmate describes his old friend, who changed his name 
						(as Shepard did—from the family-given moniker Steve, to 
						“Slim Shadow” in the Village during the 60s, and 
						ultimately to Sam), as a wild hellion, stealing cars and 
						rampaging back and forth to Tijuana. And as much as the 
						present tense narrator wants to shirk that old 
						character’s behavior, he is doing nothing more than the 
						middle-aged version of his smash-and-dash youthful 
						excursions. At the story’s conclusion we are left to 
						think that the narrator will only pick up again the 
						headwaters of the mighty Route 66 (which did originate 
						in Shepard’s hometown of Duarte) and sail off again into 
						the unknown. 
						 
						Many of the stories in this volume express a fixation 
						with horses, the like Shepard grew up minding, and among 
						which he now lives in Kentucky, and all that the wild 
						free-spirited beasts herald: unbridled forces; the race; 
						the “breaking” of a wild colt; the danger and 
						intoxication of the bet: the emptiness a losing ticket; 
						the feeling of failure that lingers long after the track 
						has gone quiet. Shepard is terribly attentive to the 
						arch themes of masculinity and here he has found a 
						resounding mythological metaphor for the many sides of 
						man—as the oppressor and the oppressed, the vital and 
						the objectified. Horses are ghostly apparitions 
						throughout the stories which the author allows to 
						quicken in the reader’s mind, a latent image growing 
						stronger on paper in a developer bath. 
						 
						And the achievement of such archetypal heights comes by 
						a well-considered process, one that we feel we might be 
						able to glimpse throughout the book in its nude 
						construction. From the beginning there are distinct, 
						direct links to Shepard’s own life in the stories and 
						characters and we are tethered to a concrete reality 
						(allowed, even encouraged, to picture Shepard himself in 
						the main rôle). In “Normal,” for example, there is 
						description of his 2009 incarceration for a DUI. Both 
						“Black Oath,” and “I Can Make a Deal,” describe 
						intimately the struggles of alcohol dependency, while 
						“Wisconsin Wilderness” goes at, among other things, 
						nicotine addiction and tethers together a series of 
						stories pertaining to an “’almost’ heart attack” Shepard 
						suffered in truth. There are too the geographical loci, 
						of Minnesota and Kentucky where he now lives, 
						throughout. So we begin seated in—and revisit often—this 
						recognizable, almost confessionally accurate, world. We 
						see, in the first story “Kitchen,” for instance, in a 
						very closely rendered self-portrait, the writer at his 
						work table in his kitchen, staring at photographs, 
						talismans of he remembers not what, allowing his 
						imagination to take flight into other realms of 
						reality—into realms of absurdity, surrealism, macabre. 
						It is as if we can listen to, in real time, the author’s 
						mind as it begins taking in its surroundings, like the 
						pulsing vein in his ankle (“Circling”), and then coils 
						upward, along the arabesques of smoke through 
						traditional fictive encounters (with an old love in 
						“Indianapolis”), up to metaphorical resonances and 
						images from wild dreams like mercenary who cuts off a 
						finger by way of atonement for past deeds or the 
						unforgettable skinned face an assassin tries to submit 
						as an invoice for his job. 
						 
						Though the entries are linked by little other than 
						Shepard’s tropes and tone, there are two ongoing stories 
						we return to from time to time with narrative updates 
						(one of these, a buddy comedy road trip with three guys 
						fleeing their wives in a generally Southwesterly 
						direction, in a vague search for adventure, fizzles and 
						disappears almost without our noticing). The more 
						powerful is the story of a man who discovers a severed 
						head in a roadside ditch and is commanded by same head 
						to escort it to the nearest (thought it is not that 
						near) lake to toss it in and thus put at rest. It will 
						surprise no avid reader of Shepard that the head may 
						possibly be that of the man’s father and that his quest 
						to rid himself of it has metaphorical overtones. Much, 
						if not all, of Shepard’s work is a dance around his fear 
						that he would become his violent, alcoholic father and 
						this book is no different. There are in its pages a 
						blunt description of his father’s death by vehicular 
						manslaughter in Bernalillo, New Mexico, a recitation of 
						the narrator’s efforts to arrange his patterns of speech 
						and walk in blatant distinction from his father’s, 
						comparison of his father’s traumatizing military service 
						with his own performances as military men in movies, 
						and, toward the end, a sort of realization that he would 
						not, could not ever be his father. 
						 
						It is a beautiful and heartbreaking and sensuous 
						consolation even if neither the narrator nor the reader 
						will ever give up worrying, writhing or struggling. It 
						is merely a chapter break in the rough, nostalgic 
						saga-slash-elegy wrought by one of America’s greatest 
						men of letters, and another reminder that what drives us 
						will destroy us, that what we run from we return to, 
						that the brutal in his literature is the beauty of Sam 
						Shepard’s creation. 
						 
						It is a reminder that we will never stray far from the 
						lonely highway of his words.  
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